Saturday, May 06, 2006

i think i am calm by nature ..unless somethin really big pissed me off if not if i can bear with it i will .. close one ear .. pretend .. endure.. watever to appease the situation .. hope the matter die down ..

BUT if someone really pissed me off..
i am no more a calm wind
FEEL MY FURY

fuck ..

again such a post
maybe i shant delete after it let all to see ..

i have been too kind.. been deletin posts abt him after i vented my frustrations..
BUT THIS MORNING really make me unleash a typhoon..

ITS NOT MY BLOODY FAULT THAT U CANT RECEIVE MY MSGS
I SENT SO MANY TO U ..
I RECEIVED YOURS THOUGH .. TOLD U WAN TO CHANGE HP ALREADY
YOUR HP SOMETIMES WENT NUTS CANT RECEIVE SEE WAT I MEAN ?
IF NOT ITS THE BLOODY RECEPTION OR NETWORK OVER AT YOUR PLACE TAT U CANT RECEIVE ..

WAT ARE U TRYIN TO SAY
NO MSG= NO CONCERN NOT WORRIED NOT WATEVER ..
I SENT SO MANY MSGS OVER ALREAYD AH

THEN I SAID I AM GOIN OUT
HP LOW BATT.. MIGHT NOT MSG

I REACHED HOME FORGOT TO CHARGE MY HP
THEN I SLEPT

THEN U BLOODY HELL CALLED ME IN THE MORNIN TO CHIDE ME OFF..
SAYIN THINGS LIKE
"WHY U SWITCH OFF YOUR HP ... " DEN KEEP REPEATIN THE SENTENCE OVER AND OVER AGAIN..

I TOLD U FLAT WAT ..
THEN U JUST CUT MY PHONE..

THEN U MSG ME STUFF TAT U WAN TO TELL ME ABT YOUR STUFF
I SAID OK JUST SEND ME MSGS OR SOMETHIN..

THEN U KEEP GOIN ON AND ON .. ABT ME FINDIN SOMEONE NEW .. ME NOT CONCERNED AND ME NOT LOVIN U ANYMORE ..

FUCK CAN U DUN ASSUME ANOT ?

ITS JUST BECAUSE U CANT GET THRU ME THEN ASSUME SO MUCH THINGS
I BLOODY TIRED LISTEN TO YOUR NONSENSE

U DUN CARE HOW I FEEL OVER HERE

U SEEM TO THINK FOR YOURSELF ONLY

ABT U BEING TIRED OVER THERE .. STRESS .. ABT ALL THE DANGEROUS STUFF U DO
I TRIED TO SUPPORT U MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY, ALL THE TIME GIVE ENCOURAGMENT ..
BUT I CANT DO MUCH ABT IT ...

MY FRIENDS ALSO WENT THRU TAT WAT
STOP WIMPING

I SAID U ARE NOT THINKIN ABT ME OVER HERE .. NOT PUTTIN MY FEELINS INTO CONSIDERATION ..
EVERYTHIN IS U AND MORE U

U SPARED A TOT FOR ME ANOT
WHEN U BLOODY SAY THOSE THINGS TO ME..

I FUCK CARE WHETHER U MEAN IT ANOT
SAY MEANS SAY ALREADY ..
IT HURTS ALL THE SAME

USE YOUR BLOODY HEAD AND THINK LAR

I HAVE MY EGO AND PRIDE ..

I DUNNO IF I CAN CONTINUE BEING THE "PERFECT GF" ANOT

I DUN NEED U TO MAINTAIN ME, I DUN NEED U TO DRIVE ME AROUND, I CAN VERY WELL TAKE CARE OF MYSELF

SINCE WATEVER I DO ALSO CANT SATISFY U ..

I AM NOT SOME GUILLIBLE GF LOR

U CANT GET AWAY WITH IT WITH A WORD OF APOLOGY ..

I WILL MAKE U FEEL REMORSE FOR ALL THE THINGS U SAID ..

CALL ME STUBBORN OR WATEVER..

THIS IS "AN EYE FOR AN EYE"

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