back... and nursing a spinning head and nope, i did not drink again.
just wondering what did i do, have done and going to do for the next yr of my life.
looking back..seems kinda of a disappointment again.
the bf will be saying that i think too much, too realistically even to the point of dampening spirits.
i cant help it.
my world is not a fairytale. things will not happen by just closing eyes and wishing for it.
yet i am always contemplating, dragging my feet around and i hate this side of mine and i always claim i will make things right.
For this new yr resolution after my birthday, i must really force myself to see it through. i will prove to the bf and myself.
the reason why the bf always see the more negative side of me is cause... i do not hide from him.
i say what i hear, see or feel.
i aint an optimist by nature. i just do not tell others about it.
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