Monday, August 27, 2007

An acquaintance asked if I meet my bf everyday. No
He asked if its boring to meet him everyday. No
He asked why never meet everyday. Cause I prefer to have some personal time, or ME time.

Yes. Although i admit that I need lots of attention, I need lots of ME time. Nevermind my endless bitching about my boredom or lack of activities to do, it was never about my Bf NOT meeting me.
Its all about me.

I need ME time to do things I LIKE, things that I do not need to put people's feelings into consideration, things i can lose myself in, things that has an outcome, things that can make people happy, things that i can make myself happy with.
Beside the same old routine.
I find fulfillment in lots of things around me, provided I do not lose interest in it yet.
I'm not a good multi-tasker. I prefer to seperate things out, family and bf and myself.
I allocate time for myself, for family and him.
I do not like to put them all together. I like to give full attention to ONE THING at a time.
In that way, everyone has what they wanted and its to the maximum and everyone is happy.

And he has this to say again, that i aint like other girls who will confide in their bfs the first thing they encountered problems or situations.
I only have this to say.
I do not like to face "defeat" in its eyes.

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