in my mind

sometimes i talk and write faster than my mind can process..
and i get irritated easily ..
yes VERY
and i burst out.. with my words..
i'm sorry if i offend anyone..

maybe had been too selfish in my speech or behaviour..
i meant well .. but it aint showin results so was frustrated..
i just do not know the rationale behind the things that u do ..
i understand wat u are doin BUT wats the rationale behind it?

maybe i seem aloof again
not carin abt the ppl around me..
not wantin to know wats goin on around me..
i dunno
maybe i am carin abt the wrong stuff or somethin or being too "self" indulgin

lookin forward to this wed and i'm off next thu and fri
my dear jun's birthday

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in my mind..

i will GO FOR IT!
waitin for application to be open ..