rantings

hmm
was talkin to my friend the last few days.. and conclusion is
"u never know hardship till u encountered one yourself, u never know shame till u are shamed upon"

she has an "acquaintance" who is the only child thus very doted upon by the parents and CLAIMS she has a VERY GOOD "HUBBY"
her parents give in to her
her bf gives in to her
shelterin her under their protective umbrella
she can be the sweet little gal that everyone likes ..
she looks sweet, sound sweet, act sweet in front of ppl
but to me its too sweet for my taste but nonetheless

TAT gal sound so cutesy on her blog, sayin things like "my hubby this my hubby tat"
gets on my nerves sometimes but nonetheless.. she blogged mostly ordinary mundane stuff which i will not elaborate

BUT my perception of tat gal changed when my friend told me wat SHE SAID to her

SHE IS FUCKIN ARROGANT
she ASSUMES PPL IN NORMAL STREAM CANT STUDY
wat the fuck is tat?
being in NORMAL STREAM does not mean the end of the world or watsoever
it just meant they are slower to catch up only or choose to study at a more leisure pace..
i have friends who were from normal BUT aced their O'levels
and she actually said somethin like
"oh express ppl do not need to study so hard like u"

i was from express and i still had to study my ass off to get mediocre grades which i wasnt satisfied with

she is either too bloody confident or just full of arrogance.

and they met up after graduation
she asked " where are u studyin now"
my friend replied "poly"
and she said haughtily "oh i do not need to go poly to get a diploma, i'm paid to study"
"where?"
"childcare"

HAHAHAHHAHHAHAA
TWO WORDS
SORE LOSER

for fuck would someone who can go to poly wan to do private course which is not readily recognised by local uni
unless she cannot get in tat is.

and for childcare..
ANYONE CAN BE A TEACHER ..
i have mum's friends who are in their 40's being paid to study and when graduated, be childcare teacher too ..
being a CERTIFIED CHILDHOOD EDUCATION TEACHER AND AN ORDINARY CHILDCARE TEACHER are poles apart..
i have friends who studied early childhood education in poly and went on to become childcare teachers.. those are of higher calibre..

so next time before she shoot off her mouth and despise ppl
look to HERSELF FIRST..

do u have wat it takes to demoralise others?
do u even process the words thru your brain first before it came out of your mouth or being the goody, pampered gal, your parents just gave in to watever u said or else just pretend all that u said are true,correct or "acceptable"

damn i hate such ppl ..

and no
i am not sayin all express ppl despise the others..
she's an exception ..

i never know such ppl exist, ppl who were damn arrogant or have such behaviour
havent been expose to alot of ppl durin sec sch..
cause my intake was small ..
i basically stuck around the few classes and selected groups of ppl throughout the sec sch yrs

my intake had only 4 express classes and 2 normal ..
i did not interact much with ppl in normal stream.. not because we were haughty
but because we were on DIFFERENT BLOCKS..
my class was on the slope, facin the expressway while the normal classes were on the second level on another block so there werent much chance to see or interact with them at all ..
my sec sch life had been.. quite monotonous as wat most ppl would say.. nothin extraordinary ever happened to me...
life just passed ..
i remembered the times i sat with my friend from another class at the corridor admiring the sunrise(btw i reach sch at 640)
readin or just chatting
class schedules were always packed to the brim.. sch end at 230 or later..
i'm always the one to attend all the remedials... esp maths..
and i will go straight home..tired and dazed..
i do not understand why ppl will wan to loiter around when during my sec sch days all i wanted to do was to rush home, take a shower and nap lol

then choir practises..
yes
i WAS FROM CHOIR
but do not ask me to sing now ..

i was lucky enough to travel with my choir..
been to hongkong, australia, bangkok even europe(italy&venice)

and tats abt all hahahah
boring life aint it
and i never fell in love AT ALL
cause i couldnt stand boys

they were BOYS at that time wat..
and i was quite the tomboy myself .. no interest in boys
been a late bloomer in relationships..

i know there are ppl who had a few to "test out"
but that was in the past
for future references heh

boys.. are just boys till they know the various responsibilities they have to take on..
be it personal, social, work, family