my guy

sometimes i wonder?
am i wrong in doing things?
or handling things the way i do?

after seriously reflecting on it..
NOPE
i am normal
and i am not the only one
the way i handle my relationship that is
i can do it so i will do it and i like to do it so i do it
i do not have to answer to anyone
its the rewards that are far more meaningful and worth it
and the rewards might not be even material gains..
its something that i dont think should be measured or counted..
He did his part to make me feel the way i did too
like the MASTERCARD ADVERTISEMENT
its those non-materials rewards that are "priceless"

BUT then again
each to their own
you might disagree with me
but it doesnt matter to me

and i belive IGNORANCE IS NOT BLISS
if you cant find something to say or do not understand the situation at all
please do be TACTFUL with what you say

i edited the rest of the paragraph as i realise it aint doing any good to say what i said..
diplomacy works better in this case
something i learnt from a dear friend :P

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coming back to my main purpose of this blog LOL
i went over to my guy's place on monday night first as his dad will be picking him up too
so stayed at his place till 230am to fetch him at 3am ..
"you are mad"
many people will think that way ..
BUT the arrival hall was FULL OF MAD people like me hahahhaha
there are families, whole families and friends and LOTS OF GFS eagerly waiting for their men to stream out of those gates.
i met up with a gf of my guy's mate, chatted awhile while glancing at the gates, trying to catch a glimpse of our guys

and so they arrived back and straight into our arms..

i know some gfs cannot make it for their arrivals but they will be meeting up a few hours later in the day

its like, i know i would like to be received by people dear when i arrived back home, which happened last year when my mum and guy fetched me from the airport,
so i would like to be there for my guy too

and i took the next two days off to accompany him, its never enough to compensate for the time lost but it was substantial enough

talked, joked, went shopping, went movie, dinner, coffee, browse bookstores, scour the supermarket
something ordinary but its the company that matters.

i know i get restless and bored easily so i need to shift my mentality to "its not the activities that matters, its the company"

and thought i did not expect him to buy anything, he brought back lots of toys, magazines and a bag too hahahhaha

i'm a fussy shopper but he took his chance with the bag and he won me over

and now sitting back at my office, i am starting to miss his company again LOL
mushy? yes but i like it hahahhaha
absence makes the heart fonder
i can live without his presence, i can go about doing my own stuff BUT i cannot live without thoughts of him in my mind

i believe that is the "glue" of any relationship

the THOUGHTS that matter