who am i kiddin

hmm tryin to be cheerful when i have probs on my own
i just dun wanna let it out ..
i'll be cheerful for u guys to see
cause i dun wanna further damper the mood
just seein u two makes me grin the whole time

i wanna lighten up the mood
i know ..
i should " try harder"
at least i tried..

i am not in your shoes
i wun know
but i try to understand
so ..
i'll be your smiley face for now ..

its gettin depressin
to see my good friends gettin depressed ..
i dun like it ..
but i cant help it..
the only thing i can offer
is my smile
my company
my ears
i'm here

watch "THE BREAKUP"
its not such a bad thing after all
cause its the lessons learned
the experience two ppl went thru
and though there were bumps
at least after the breakup
the two can look at each other
smile and say
"hope to see u again soon"

so today was like this