my previous post got erased
damn pissed off ..
i took some time to write that long entry

feelin damn pissed now ..

sat watch LUCKY NUMBER SLEVIN
a triad+assassin kind of show
its R21
but i do not understand why?
its not even violent of bloody enough to me
and there's only one sex scene which i do not think its any big deal

anyway

if u like triad and suspense
WATCH IT

"if u do somethin bad the bad will the done to u
in the least expected way"

luckily he never suggest to watch the snakes or the love wrecked
b-grade and chick flicks
not my type
hahaha i am picky with my shows

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had SUKI SUSHI
with lots of sashimi !

i love my sashimi ~ from diff types of fish to seafood
and even oysters



our plates

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on another note

mum has been "remindin" me to UPGRADE MYSELF
sigh
i dread that
she has been sayin and remind me that
"in the society nowadays, a paper qualification mean more than anythin else"
is tat really the case?
i am feelin damn depressed now

i have a few agendas on hand
-Management deg
-Biotech deg
-ArtsNsocial Sciences

the first two can be acquired part time when i am workin
so its not so tight on finances BUT
Management is gettin too common .. with lots of grads in excess
Bio is too specialised
watever the gov may say abt the biotech sector openin up
loads of bullshit
its for "foreign talents" i believe who have like Masters or PhD under their belt..
there will not be readily availble jobs for the local grads in like 5-10 yrs time

the last one is more for the interest
and its full time
i wouldnt want to depend on my parents if I DO actually study full time

i'm at a fuckin crossroad
sigh
i do not wan to think
but i have to think
SOON ..

its like i see the undergrads in sch

they can have the chance to study
but it seems like some are not makin full use of their place in uni
some are not puttin in the effort, makin full use of the time

i am not bein proud
but at least i can say
i did my best when i decided to go back poly after JC to study
i was abit feelin abit low morale when i had to go back poly after jc
but then i chose this path
i will make the best out of it

and i can say i made the best of it
its not fanatastic results
but at least its all my hard work..

now i have to make up my mind fast
what to study
but then is it WORTHY TO STUDY AT ALL ?
i cant stand ppl who say "can pass can already"
are u really satisfied ?

and another pt

i'm like 24
study 3 yrs
27
finances on hand = NONE cause it will be sucked dry by my studies

fuck
i dun wan to be broke at that age

sigh ..

can i get myself a sponsor ? hahahahhahahahaha

i must be NOT THINKIN STRAIGHT anymore..
pls ignore me