vids of gal gang fight
wth are the students becomin of ..

in malaysia

in spore

and both are over minor issues..
gangin up to beat up a gal ..
did the victims deserve such treatments?
did the abusers know wth are they doin..

i got quite heated up after watchin the vids..
BUT i cant do anythin ..
i can only feel..
the prob is
i dun even know if the "victim" is the victim in the first place
or do they deserve it ?
"hei chi hei" as my dad said.. we would never know..

watever..

just so freakin pissed off by somethin tat doesnt even concern me.. even in the slightest remote sense..

dad was freakin pissed off too ..
he was sayin he would pull the abusers out to the police station -_-" hah
i tink i got the same sentiments as dad

watever happen to the kids nowadays
or am i the ignorant one..

maybe its a bliss to be ignorant

HE called just now
told him abt the vids and how absurd the beatings were
he just said " its so common and can be for alot of other minor reasons"

he was sayin the reason why i felt this way was because the "victim" was helpless or never fight back
if she fought back
maybe i wouldnt sympathize with her as much ..

i am speechless

he treat it like a "show"

i would feel disgusted if i see both sides fighting
brave?
foolish i think will be the more appropriate word...

maybe the environment i was brought up in never expose me to such an ugly side ..
which i am glad of ..

watever..

i just felt I'm not on the SAME wavelength as him regardin this issue ..
i would just give myself more trouble if i try to argue my way out .. again

kinda feel isolated from him again..

...............................

maybe its a good thing i am not in the education line
i will get too emotional
or too "righteous" for my own good

and i like the song
felt better after it.. calmed down too

but just felt kinda weird..
its not the same anymore
i dunno wat to say anymore
the mutual understandin's not there anymore

its either this OR tat .. no in btw..

shall try to be more resolute ..
again

shall look forward to WALA WALA on THU !~
drown my emotions in music..