feelin lost ..

have this feelin tat one of my most precious possession.. is slowly slippin away from my fingers..
like sand ..in your palm..

am i not gripin hard enough?
am i takin them for granted?
am i absent too frequent and for too long tat now i'm bein overlooked?
am i NOT bein someone whom u can talk to?
am i NOT initiative enough?
i am tryin to keep track of all your lives.. so i know i am not lost..
but it seems i'm still clueless abt alot of things
am i being too sensitive?
am i being too selfish?
am i being too demandin?
i brought this upon myself .......

now i will mend it

YOUR promise to me
pls keep it