In a fit of anger

During one of the quarrels with the bf, he actually said I am materialistic.

I am like WTF?
If I am, he will not be in my dictionary. Why on earth will I be with a full time student?
No stability at all.
THAT is something that really irks me. ALOT.

And so, I have to lower my expectations.Finances wise.
Not that I need to depend on him. But it means I need to wait longer for him to be more financially stable. No point rushing into a marriage when you cant afford to do so.

I read about people who applied house because "its so hard to get" and after getting one, struggled to save for the renovation, marriage "cause cannot move in together unless you are married" and even with part time studies..

Now I understand why my married friend said, do not marry for the sake of it, marry when you are truly ready.

Not everyone is so lucky.
The world is unfair.
BUT I believe, I will get MY lucky day, one day.

AND I WILL NOT SPARE YOU when you are finally able to fulfill your responsibilities.
*evil laughter*