apologies

i apologise to jun for all the harsh words today.. realising i really DO take it too seriously..
cause in the end its HER life
and i wanna be there for her in times of trouble, happiness or sadness
i do not know why..
i just have the affinity for her.. no matter how many times she had "disappointed" me with her actions or behavious cause i realise..
i am gauging her by MY standards.. and not realising from HER pt of view..
i am NOT HER
i can only TELL her how i feel and she should know how to handle her own life

Maybe i aint much in her life
or YOUR life..

i do take it seriously and cherish it
no matter what happened in between.. cause i believe
a strong link no matter how distorted or shattered will stand the time..
unless she gave up on me first..

like everyone out there too..
i know i aint good with words
i aint perfect
i have my mistakes
but i'll learn
though i might disagree with you lots of times
please do not take it too heart
i just cant help it

i just need some assurance
that i am worthy to be your friend

and someone to lim kopi with :D