the long forgotten past

maybe i have irked a few people with my previous post..

i do not mean to condemn what others do ..

its what i feel and how i see things to be..

anyway ..

a friend exclaimed that i lost weight again .. i am always so glad to hear it...

why do i wanna do that? self discipline myself to control my diet, my food intake and to forgo some stuff i used to love?

cause i wanna prove others wrong..

i wish the gal who declared to me last time that "yar lor you're so fat .. u should feel like dying"

can see me NOW

i remember with a vengeance

maybe i should be like "rui xi" in hana kimi

carry an old pic to remind myself LOL

and for your eyes only

i promise to show u my prom pic .. blurry though

and now u know why i did not wan to attend poly's prom

i still shudders at the thoughts on how i looked for the last prom ..

now i can just look at my old pics and laugh at myself ...

lesson learnt

there's no ugly women, just lazy women

i am not declarin that i look fabulous or fantastic now..

i just wanna prove to ppl that

ppl can change.. do not CONDEMN ppl to be in a certain state forever..

be it looks or studies or characters..