Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Your Element is Metal

Your power colors: white, gold, and silver

Your energy: contracting

Your season: fall

You are persistent (and maybe even a little bit stubborn).
If you see something you want, you go for it.
You have a lot of strength, and it's difficult to get you down.
Very logical, you tend to analyze everything going on in your life.
well well
one of my many self tests hahaha
i know ...
someone told me i dun need such tests to describe wat kind of person i am ..
its for ppl to find out, discover with more personal interaction
i am not usin such test to determine wat kind of person or to protray wat kind of person i am to others.. its hmm.. self-discovery?
sometimes i know my traits .. but dunno how to put in words or which type of emotional bein i am .. these posts help to bring it out or to elaborate my pts
and by addin words to such traits i can better iron out my indifferences or watever bad qualities i have ..at least u try to..
now the sky's gettin grey again .. makin me feelin grey
like some virus infectin my programme.. slowly corruptin my bit by bit ... like wat C
said in her blog ..
"it lacks the excitement n satisfaction n hence leaving spots of lack lustre"
i tink my life needs some polishin too..
this is wat i meant .. monochrome.. my life hahahah
lookin at machines.. QC .. labwork ..
argh ..
i tink i need more human interaction
i enjoy talkin to my students
hahah
bad habit oops
shant say "my" should say THE students
i enjoyed talkin to them.. i have undergrad, postgrad, PHD, post-doc and wat have u..
they widen my horizons with their diff tales and adventures esp from their own homelands and their knowledge
i know a little about their culture, beliefs and also struggles here in a foreign land..personal accounts..
i believe "wat u do upon others, others will do upon u "
i will try my best, go all out for them .. in the meantime i hope to learn from them
nvm the weird or last min requests
if the request not too atrocious i will do it for them hahah even it meant OT
the only condsolences i have is when i chill out with ppl
small grps of friends over cakes, dinner, coffee,supper? lol
i tink i had toned down..
although i miss the days of campin out with big grps .. my various ccas in poly wahahha
SU, Rotaract ..its somewat messy in a big grp
some popularity or power struggle will occur
i think my mind cannot be left "at ease" for long
met a friend who's somewat the "keep to himself" sort back in poly
then realise we have common friends and one thing leads to another
became buddy of me and jun
then from him knew more and found an almost "like-minded" one in music..
i am not tat "hard-core" in my music taste wat .. i tink its normal or should i say streamline
heh
its always better to know more ppl
regardless of the diff backgrds
the more the merrier as they will expose u to the diff sides of life .. and the diff perspective to life
i am not content being a "wall-flower"
dun tell me to "be seen and not heard"
nonsense
lol dear prefer his woman to be "quiet"
i am too vocal for my own good and wat he will deem as bein stubborn
hmm..
my rocker friends .. some took part in SUperBand
though not close to them .. but at least i am an aquaintance ... i hope ..
and i can tell ppl
"i know those ppl" give me a sense of pride to see someone i know givin their best
reason why there's a rainbow in my blog?
cause i just created a thunderstorm
.. not yet a typhoon
dear will know wat kind of "typhoon" i am capable of..
why thunderstorm ?for wat reason? only jun knows and i shant elaborate
my ramblings..

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