I have been trying very hard not to spoil my blog with petty posts..
bf said i am "greedy" wanting alot of things in life.. he say life is never perfect and says something about why am i trying to find things to "want" all the time
bah.
it's just wants.. dont want lor
did u even see me buyin anything yet?
not even using anyone's money..
i know i know.. "times are bad"
I should be guilty wanting to get something
he said something that kinda puts me off big time.
like "why am I even studying?"
refering to "times are bad"
why?
cause i want to upgrade myself.
intellectually, financially and lastly, superficially enough, to boost my own ego too.
or should i just stay stagnant in my cushy little lifestyle
stay in my cushy little job
earn that cushy little pay
be a cushy little xiao nu ren.
I am not greedy.
I call this upgrading.
i just need a listening ear for my grumblings and to be understanding of my schedules that's it.
and i know my temper aint good when i study, i just hate to let myself down.
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