Tired..

reached home half an hour ago.. after waiting for the bus for like 40 freaking minutes?
My body is tired but my mind is full of words.. so with eyes barely open..

In times like this I wish I either drive or is a full-time student again.. without worrying about the work the next day..

In times like this I wish I had done better in JC and had been through the normal University route and graduated with all my other classmates..

In times like this I wish I had saved much more earlier..

In times like this I wish I had done a different course last time which meant a shorter time to graduate

In times like this I wish.. I can stop complaining.
I should be proud of myself cause I am doing DOUBLE work than a full-time student..

The only difference is just an extra module.. an extra module in exchange for 8hrs of work+pay?
To me.. now, the paycheck is what keeps me going.. at least if recession hits, my school fees has been accounted for.
BUT again, if I am a full-time student, I have to keep worrying about my school fees.
So..
Life is never perfect.

Life is much easy when you have an aim to work towards, at least I have something to answer for all the "troubles and hardships"

I should stop complaining.