I want to complain!!
The bf is having holidays and having fun with his schoolmates while i have to rush all my work plus cramped schedules before the trip ..
SO UNFAIR !!

working life and studying life have its own ups and downs.. i seriously do not know whether i can handle the ups and downs of BOTH when i juggle BOTH together.
but others have done it, i will make it through too.

argh
can I just do ONE at a time?
oh well ..just want to lament.. lol i cant live without my paycheck.

But i am proud of our ourselves that we managed to save for the trip in such a short time..

and the bf has other plans for his birthday already.. luckily he told me earlier if not i would have gone ahead with preparations i thought of for his day... kinda disappointed that i couldnt fulfil my plans but anyway its HIS birthday, just following what he prefers..

but nevermind .. i have backup plans