LIDO plus more shoppin!

This morning went grandpa's place with mum and dear then after that we hit the town!
We managed to buy the tickets for "Pronounce you Chuck and Larry" heh.
It's a real hilarious show but in the meantime it explored the themes of homosexuality, responsibilites of a parent, a lover, of friendship and also about moving on with life.

I envy people with the tags such as "BFF" and such. Maybe cause i dont have one to really call a "best friend". Maybe I am cautious. Maybe in a sense i am too paranoid. Maybe I dont like to rely on people. I'm not sure. I dont like divulging too much about myself either. BUT, i am still glad that i have GOOD friends who support me the way they do, bypassing this mentality of mine.

Anyway, had a great time with dear... shopping! hmm though we have our differences when it comes to clothes.. i managed to see along the same line as him... hahahaha
I know i'm quite a fussy and paranoid gf tsk tsk with my bouts of worrying and comparisons and also temper of mine.
I'll try to change that stubborn streak in me.
Please bear with me.
I think i hold too much expectations too fast too soon, shall take small steps at a time, i do not want to risk upsetting the balance we have between us.

I should really ban myself from shopping.
2 weeks and i got myself 1 dress and 4 tops and 2 shoes -_-" (cant bear to tally amount spent)
tsk tsk
Must really wait till next year then shop for CNY clothes already LOL

I got this from ZARA with lots of BLING!
and i'm so in love with it.

To remind me of the things I've haven been through heh





Vainity Strikes~!

Prep talk

life is not as simple as it is.
maybe i am just making life complicated.

BUT i know i aint that magnanimous to take a step back.

Mid autumn festival '07

dear waited for me at the interchange and we bought lanterns after i said i wanted to walk around with it.
sounds kiddish? maybe.
who cares hahahahah
its the mood and person that matters~

with our little lanterns LOL

Acid bar

Photos from ACID BAR with my schmates appeared in NIGHTLIFE.SG
hahahahah
i was worried i'll have a bad hair day but seems that it turned out fine :P
shall go again!

Dear's back

with goodies ~ and lots of photos and a newfound appreciation for people and poverty and perspective towards life..

And he got me shirts and trinkets and this

vodka n my shirt

tml's mid autumn.. get your mooncakes, pomelo, lanterns and candles ready~

dear's coming to accompany me hahahha

remembered we played candles last year too.. :P

no worries, nothing caught fire hahahah

SHopping plus Mooncakes

rainbow~

coffee break

two tired beings
6 hrs of walking+1 lunch break + 2 tea breaks LOL

for Dear's family and mum
with recommendations from cecilia

i am lucky.. the last snow skin!

Miss Giggles..

i promise to giggle more.. no more loud laughter LOL

Acid Bar (TGIF)

the ladies

group shot!

eunice, angela, me, weixun and eng sim

Cosmopolitan

tequila surise.. orange-red colours~

the live session is good

the company is good

the ambience is good..

the drinks are ... tsk tsk

I have rearranged the sections at the side.. pls scoll down for the tagboard.
HOWEVER, i've activated the "comments" under each post for easy referencing too
nothing much interest me BESIDE the plane crash, the monkey god tree and the CPF increase..

just eagerly awaiting more news from the CPF Increase..
even the bank saving rates will not be sufficient to cope with the impending inflation of goods..and GST and whatnots.
and changes to the Singapore's Penal Code
eg
-Commercial sex with someone under 18 to be made a crime

and eagerly awaiting alumni gathering this friday in my sch

Bags of Lust

And i saw these bags...

ponders ....

dear left for a family trip to cambodia for a week.. hmm

another "field camp" week for me

oops

its alright. Hope he has fun. :)

New wirings

This morning went to see the "monkey god" trees with mum again ..
And to show respect for the trees, i did not take pics of it..i took pics of the crowds instead..





And so today was spent staying home catching my Korean show while dear packed his stuff with his family for their trip.

wedding service at serangoon

Today fetched mum from work and then attended wedding of mum's colleague with her.. at serangoon ..
After the church service, brought her over to marine parade then to east coast road to walk around and settled down to have dinner at ampang yong tau hu.
Dear met us for dinner too and i am glad for that though its kinda for a short time only.

The wedding church service was informative and casual kinda like an eye opener cause its my first wedding service. I went to the normal christian and catholic services a few times though.
It's always good to listen more and be open to other religions.
The reception spread was good too and what caught my eye was the tier of cupcakes heh






i parted my fringe again LOL

As we couldnt make up our minds on what to have for dinner..
dear suggested to cook dinner himself , we prowled carrefour and chose the ingredients and
in the end we had steak and mussels for dinner!
hee i feel so loved~

thu and fri was spent with dear and he accompanied me home on fri night..
sat will be spent accompanying mum to her colleague's church wedding while sun will be spent with dear again ...

time's never too much, too short, too late to do anything

I am so glad, happy and excited that my dear has taken the first step.
shall wait and see!

the first step is always the hardest and continuation needs LOTS OF EFFORTS BUT we will see it through..

i felt tremors!!
thrice in a span of ten min! first time i could actually feel it..
thought my head was spinning as i sat on the floor doing wirings..

tsk tsk
news confirm indonesia was hit with earthquarke with scale 8

more petals more luck :P

i need lots.

with big doggie..
i am good with dogs.. no cats please..

My First attempt at wiring...
pardon the little "out of shape" heart.. fingers sting alot now.. tsk tsk

any shapes to recommend? I am thinking of butterflies again...

i think i am adding unnecessary stress to myself again ..sigh
i think i got it laid out somehow.. and slowly stopping my procrastination..

now is to wait for the right time to excute it

i am not the least satisfied..
still feel that i haven achieve anything worthwhile..

i hate it..
and my indecisiveness is dragging me behind again..

my dreams seem so far still..

plan, gerry.

ORD ~!!

i love the slow march especially with the song that seems to almost bring tears to my eyes, though its a short segment, its meaningful and straight to the point heh

but nonetheless, was glad to accompany my dear though i went alone, there's lots of families around me to keep my company LOL

1am
blogging before i sleep .. too excited about my new work

Went out with colleague and got myself new type of beads..

and this is the outcome

comments?

my first try at beaded flora bracelet

its addicitive but its one more feather to add to my cap! :P

and just for fun, did this to my fingers

and i took the day off tml
and i need a hair cut badly
need intensive hydration too.. skin's drying up tsk tsk ..
must be the aircon ..
feeling vain

one more day to ORD!
i am so looking forward to it too hahaha
no more sending him off at 6am
no more sending off at pasir ris
no more waiting around shopping centres cause of last minute hitches(for now)
no more trying to find him among a sea of greenish people(for now)
no more worrying for overseas trips(for now)
no more worrying over live firing(for now)
no more having to wait till night for calls(for now)
no more worrying over whatever sickness he can catch in camps(for now)
no more worrying over misc stuff(i'm quite the worrier -_-")

i am just so glad.. that we survived the "dreaded NS phase"

now that we were "forced" apart, its better in a way, train my independence and our trust though there's still restrictions, at least its mutual decisions.

i hope it'll get better along the way..
love him to bits :P

i aint one with kind words.
my words are straight to the point even blunt.
i admit i am harsh at times, i'm sorry but i am so very glad my words hit the right notes.. that is to the tune of your "freedom".

you are not a fool.
he's foolish not to treasure you.

i hope i helped at all.
with practical advice.

and am troubled that someone else is troubled.
maybe not too much nudging..
hopefully it'll be like the passing rainclouds.
and it'll will a bright new sunny day again.

something to end the night with.

while watching tv, eyes clued, fingers busy.

Woke at around 8am to help mum with preparations for grandma's death anniversary by cooking a few dishes for prayers and everything was done in superquick time LOL
We did 4 dishes in below 2 hours and by 11am, everything had been layed out.

Though i aint very superstitious but its always good to honour or remember your ancestors or your elderly whom had passed away. Its part of your cultural roots too.
I do not believe in being "modern" = doing away with traditions.
Traditions aint there to be your "stumbling blocks" to improverisation or modernisation of society.
Its SHOULD be part of OUR history.

Afternoon was idling around playing with my beads and this is the outcome of my fiddling.


with little spirals..

with movable butterflies


simple yet fruitful day LOL
at least that's what i feel.
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I just remembered an incident whereby i was queueing for the bus with a colleague and she was about to board the bus.
She was just an arm's length away from the door when a guy, no, 2 guys rushed up and squeezed in front of her to get up the bus, almost knocking into her in the process.
Made me so irritated that i had to exclaimed loudly.
"these guys are so NOT gentlemanly to squeeze in front"
argh

What happened to the gentlemen nowadays? or are there NOT any now?

No, i am not being femininst again.
It's just basic courtesy.

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I think i am the embassador relaying ideas or voicing out whereby SHE is like the general, quiet yet discerning to all details, interpretating and plotting the next steps.
LOL
I like our combination.