Thursday night

dear came over to find me after his lessons but the poor boy is sick, suffering from flu which made him feel alittle groggy and distracted.

thanks for the efforts dear though can see you were really tired and had to sleep early.

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anyway I know I am being biased again.

I cant help but to NOT feel a sense of belonging to the school I am having night lessons in.
Its just a school, nothing more to me.
Not particular proud of it nor do I condemn it.
Maybe I do not spend enough time in the school.
Its a mad rush to get there on time and a relief to leave on time too.
I envy the full time students, they can have so much time, fun and recreational activities in there.
Silly me.
However I like and am glad of the people in my own class, with common goals and also common frustrations and we motivate each other along.
In the end, its the individual and the lecturers and not the school that matter.

I think its just me.
I have worked so long in my current workplace that I might have too high an expectation.
I should/must change my mindset soon.

Ganbatte!
No matter how good the school is, if I Dont work hard, the result will still be undesirable.