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feeling arty farty nowadays
dont mind me
a picture depicts a thousand words

guess
these are the closest i can find in depictin my mood now

Solitude

collage of ..

happy birthday! a day earlier in case :P
these are pics on hand, dun have recent ones hope you dun mind .. hee

another birthday, another year, another beginning
ganbatte!

apologies

thinking of it, i always lift paragraphs off forums to critize...
cause i just dont see eye to eye with some people from the forums..

i hope no one reading my entries take it personaly
i am just targetting those who wrote the entries that's all

over-eagerness to correct the "wrong"
i am still in the process of learning too .. always

maybe i should just give my 2cents on General Affairs instead lest people take my criticism too personal

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new skin .. again ..

summer loving..
green is soothin...

i'm NOT that WILD you know..
till i decided to change the skin according to my mood again

not gonna dampen me
i just need that spark to be ignited.. again


on nights like this when i look out of my window..
visions flashed, random thoughts filled my mind
if i disappear today
will anyone out there remember me?

family VS FH

i lifted this from a forum

"SO and I plans to get married.. but have a gut feeling dad don like him very much..
actually i am nt really concerned.. coz im the one getting married to SO..i don care what others care actually. I don think dad will object if we are tog, but SO seems to dislike him as well.. and i told him he does nt to see my dad often anyway,so i don see the prob??

I am very sure that this will nt affect our r/s. . but i am worried my SO thinks otherwise.. how can i assure him that nothing will affect us.. i told SO nt to care abt my dad..but he seems pretty upset( we are still tog.. but im worry it will affect him)

How can i make my SO understand that what my family feels is nt impt to me.. afterall.. im da one wif my SO..

do u ple hav same prob?? i dono why its so hard to get dads to like their daughter's bf??? everyone ard me seems to hav this prob as well.. my cousin's dad dislikes her SO as well.. haii

jus a thought la..can get married even if parent don consent right???"

how childish can you get?
family not important?
she'll live to regret her decisions if she ever get ahead with her thinking
why cant she just try to make the two parties like each other then?
there must be some sort of compromise that can be done..
or make create opportunities to disarm the hostility between the two of them.. tsk tsk
marriage though is a TWO-PERSON affair
IT's also the "bringing together" of both families too
unless after marriage they prefer to live their own lives INDEPENDENT of their families

i believe family IS VERY IMPORTANT
cause they are PERMANENT in my life

why think of marriage so early in the relationship already?
hasnt even been to NS
hasnt even work
hasnt even establish a career
hasnt even have the means to support oneself
gettin married? with this mentality and nothing to her name?
its just empty words.. my dear gal and nothin else
the rest of the responses here

http://www.flowerpod.com.sg/forums/index.php?showtopic=35772

i know i sound mean
but this is reality

she just need to solve the miscommunication first..
thats the main priority

randomness of the day

from last night~
i cant seem to keep my fringe in place tsk tsk.
and my chin is gettin too sharp for comfort
at first was comprehensive as sharon said i give off that "sexy vibe" and short bangs will be kinda not appropriate -_-"
BUT he likes my new hairstyle so i shall keep short bangs then :P
i feel i look younger and fresher too..
what to do? my guy is so baby-faced LOL
and now for a wardrobe revamp..
need to get more colours into my dressing as i realised i have lots of browns and blacks..
dont really do justice to my skin tone..
at least i think i look fairer now.. :D

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and something for this rainy night
do listen it's CHILL~


Artist: Los Lonely Boys
Song: Heaven

Vamanos!

Save me from this prison
Lord, help me get away
'Cause only you can save me now
From this misery

Well I've been lost in my own place
And I'm getting' weary
How far is heaven?
And I know that I need to change
My ways of living
How far is heaven?
Lord, can you tell me?

I've been locked up way too long
In this crazy world
How far is heaven?
I just keep on prayin', Lord
I just keep on livin'
How far is heaven?
(Oh, Lord, can you tell me?)
How far is heaven?
(I just gotta know how far it is)
How far is heaven?
(Oh, Lord, can you tell me?)

'Cause I know there's a better place
In this place I'm livin'
How far is heaven?
So I just got to show some faith
And just keep on givin'
How far is heaven?
(Oh, Lord can you tell me)
How far is heaven?
(I just gotta know how far it is)
How far is heaven?
(Oh, Lord, can you tell me?)
How far is heaven?
I just gotta know how far
I just wanna know how far

it just make me fume to see that sentence again
and seems so childish to retaliate against it hahahhaha
my temper comes and goes

anyway i know its your birthday

happy birthday
may you get what you aim for ...

random musings from HER WORLD

i need a new internet provider..
dial-up modem is really horrible with its frequent disconnection and stuff like that ..

and i was reading this article from HER WORLD

IS YOUR MAN HOLDING YOU HOSTAGE?
not literally but emotionally
its termed STOCKHOLM RELATIONSHIP SYNDROME

they make you feel like a queen/princess, says their world revolves around you and make unrealistic promises, have a whole future planned out after a handful of dates etc
its empty talk
AND THEN
they show u their temper and try to make up for it afterwards..
and their women?
cut off from outside world and no one to give an objective perspective, the women will pin the cause of their "badly behaved" men on themselves..

so what's the problem with the guys?
pathological inability to understand anybody else's viewpoint or the impact of their behaviour

truth be told ..
i need plans ..
not just visions ..
i am learning to be MORE INDEPENDENT of you as i think it will be healthier
to lead a seperate life when NOT together
i did not stop you from choosing or going out with YOUR GROUP of friends so you shouldnt interfere with mine too
i will not go to the extend of thinking that my friends are like "oh he must have hidden agendas"
i am not dumb, i am not some whiny gal that likes to be the damsel of of some knights in armour

i just believe my friends like me the way i am.
confident, hold my stand and can be a good talker
and not those superficial traits
if i can click better with the guys its cause i can talk better with them, argue as well or even agree on the same topics
simple as that

after reading that article
i feel more determined to NOT be LEAD BLINDLY

and sometimes i wonder ..
"why arent you eager to wish that i propel higher?"
i think i work better with competition HAHAHAHHAHAHA

personality test.. again

try this test

http://www.personalitytest.net/cgi-bin/q.pl
a more comprehensive personality test

i am ESTJ

updates

sun went IMAX with my dear LOL
haven been to the OnmiTheatre since secondary school?
watched HUMAN BODY as his mum had free tickets to it.
its like going through physiology lessons for me hahahahahah

there's the NS40 exhibition at JE so went there to take alook.
i managed to browse through most of the exhibits.. which aint too UNfamiliar cause i have heard alot from my dear and friends.
But looking at those exhibits especially the tanks and guns left me in awe.
i am particularly interested in the medals and trophies and the Simulators.

After skimming through, we went over to IMM for a walk around then it was back home for dinner with family, with him of course.

So glad that my dear took the effort to travel all the way here to accompany me heh.
Cannot take for granted yea?
Maybe next week i'll go over instead.
For the sushi-making, we decided to postpone till another Occassion.
For now we need to source for the ingredients and seasonings instead.

oh yea, watched the MISS SINGAPORE UNIVERSE on tv last night.
it was disastrous, esp the questions and answers, not all the contestants but i reckon to be for MOST.
they cannot make a firm stand or explain clearly enough, most of the time they kept repeating what they said.
and esp those with a "political" tinge, they waiver and faltered and fumbled through.
i know i aint have the qualifications to critize them yet i dont see why i cant if this is the standard of our "representatives"
they will be scrutinized by the public for their every word and movement.
oh my gosh,
like "what movement would you start .."
"what would you do if you are MP for a day..."
"how to teach children about global warming.. "
i am aghast that some gave "one sentence" answers
as far as i can retrieve from my memory, these are some of the more Impressionable questions though it aint the exact sentence.

its either the contestants nowadays are becoming less aware of their surroundings or lacking in general knowledge or else they are just becoming more bimbotic or maybe the intelligent and pretty ones aint bothered to join at all.

my guy chided me gently for talking too much during the show, i cant help it... sometimes the words came out of my mouth faster than my mind can process LOL.
and i can be real sarcastic at times, its a matter of whether i wanna show it or not .. oops hope i wont have to do it.

GARBAGE-CHerry lips

inspiration from your blogskin lol

and i think i have too many unfinished projects on hand .. tsk tsk
"WAKE UP GERRY!!"

AND a friend was telliNG Me that i should list down my interests and strengths..
will get down to it..

and plans for tomorrow..
gonna try sushi making instead LOL
i guess i need lots of effort to entertain myself -_-" tsk tsk
and dont worry
its not YOUR fault.. its just ME
i need to control myself
or else i need MORE people to explore MORE stuff with me :P
kinda bored with the eat-walk-eat-shop routine
yet i cant think of anything else.. YET

"The mind, once expanded to the dimensions of larger ideas, never returns to its original size."

next week
ladies night's out with JUN!!
bring it on!
and i am waiting for leo to invite me out with the guys :P
or anyone lol bring it on!
its always good to meet new faces new people new cliche heh

do nothing day

its a "do nothing day" today LOL
not that i like it but its good to DO NOTHING once in awhile..
i cannot get my overactive mind caged for too long..
yet i do not know what to do so best solution is to do nothing, read news and chill at home instead of bothering myself with "what should i do next"

so .. went breakfast with mum, came back and talk.. and talk and talk.. till like now?
hahahah
will be doing some household chores with her and thats about it for the day?
what else did i do?
reading the papers counted? i think i was on "SLOW" mode for the whole morning.. took me two hours to understand the papers..

and i realised i stashed away more money than intended.. blur me so have to control my entertainment finances sigh.. budget outings anyone? LOL

and so.. wont have any nice foodie pics for weeks to come
instead i think i became more keen in travelling than food now ever since my guy talked about his taiwan trip...

next on "to do list"! taiwan trip!
and i must prepare MORE spending money for myself LOL
*needs to recalculate budget again -_-"*

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and i met up with leo on friday night, that guy as jovial, talkative and good-looking as ever LOL
yes i AM PRAISING you.
and we talked and talked about current plans, future plans, relationships, things and people we have seen and also about his gf.
i really admire his determination to have a LDR.. it takes lots of trust and determination to keep it going..
not that she isnt truthful.. sometimes when you dont see the person, your mind tend to wander more ..and you cant see what is actually happening over there
the only thing to do is to TRUST HER.

talking about our poly friends whereby some of them came back from studies in aussie and working now.. it's a tight labour market here, esp for life sciences.
but then with a degree cert might be able to lead them out of the labour squeeze
hope they find their niche careers soon
and how the standard for life science courses have fell DRASTICALLY
its like 16-17 pts now.. whereby my intake was 10-13
tsk tsk..
my class was those kind of competitive type whereby everyone will be aiming for the grades.
sometimes everyone need to be thrown in such "fierce" environment in order to be motivated to excel

sad to say, no "field" stays relevant for long
last time the government was promoting life sciences so our course became the "IN" course to be in..
now "digital animation", "tourism management" and "business" became the "IN" courses to be in ..
i just feel that the government cannot make up its mind
it cannot be a "jack of all trades, master of none"
so i wonder.. "what's next?"

and over the last few weeks, there was a debate going on about how people who qualified for JC went to take polytechnic courses and was "accused" by people who can only qualify for polytechnic of depriving them of places..

i do not take any stand
i just believe
"its the SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST"

newest lust!!
argh
when can i get my hands on one..
i am so in love with the black gold version

dun wanna incur anymore unnecessary wrath, misunderstanding and whatnots
i'll just stick to being quiet
i'm sorry for my words if it affected anyone

my guy

sometimes i wonder?
am i wrong in doing things?
or handling things the way i do?

after seriously reflecting on it..
NOPE
i am normal
and i am not the only one
the way i handle my relationship that is
i can do it so i will do it and i like to do it so i do it
i do not have to answer to anyone
its the rewards that are far more meaningful and worth it
and the rewards might not be even material gains..
its something that i dont think should be measured or counted..
He did his part to make me feel the way i did too
like the MASTERCARD ADVERTISEMENT
its those non-materials rewards that are "priceless"

BUT then again
each to their own
you might disagree with me
but it doesnt matter to me

and i belive IGNORANCE IS NOT BLISS
if you cant find something to say or do not understand the situation at all
please do be TACTFUL with what you say

i edited the rest of the paragraph as i realise it aint doing any good to say what i said..
diplomacy works better in this case
something i learnt from a dear friend :P

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coming back to my main purpose of this blog LOL
i went over to my guy's place on monday night first as his dad will be picking him up too
so stayed at his place till 230am to fetch him at 3am ..
"you are mad"
many people will think that way ..
BUT the arrival hall was FULL OF MAD people like me hahahhaha
there are families, whole families and friends and LOTS OF GFS eagerly waiting for their men to stream out of those gates.
i met up with a gf of my guy's mate, chatted awhile while glancing at the gates, trying to catch a glimpse of our guys

and so they arrived back and straight into our arms..

i know some gfs cannot make it for their arrivals but they will be meeting up a few hours later in the day

its like, i know i would like to be received by people dear when i arrived back home, which happened last year when my mum and guy fetched me from the airport,
so i would like to be there for my guy too

and i took the next two days off to accompany him, its never enough to compensate for the time lost but it was substantial enough

talked, joked, went shopping, went movie, dinner, coffee, browse bookstores, scour the supermarket
something ordinary but its the company that matters.

i know i get restless and bored easily so i need to shift my mentality to "its not the activities that matters, its the company"

and thought i did not expect him to buy anything, he brought back lots of toys, magazines and a bag too hahahhaha

i'm a fussy shopper but he took his chance with the bag and he won me over

and now sitting back at my office, i am starting to miss his company again LOL
mushy? yes but i like it hahahhaha
absence makes the heart fonder
i can live without his presence, i can go about doing my own stuff BUT i cannot live without thoughts of him in my mind

i believe that is the "glue" of any relationship

the THOUGHTS that matter

infectious mood

although i haven experience before or even got close to experiencing it..
i just got excited by a friend's wedding preparations heh

its infectious.. not the "NEED" to get married but the JOY of it all
though it has been tedious but can see her excitement when she goes about searching for the "perfect" gown and photography shots and also the aftermath eg the scrapbooking idea heh
weddings should be like that..

its the JOVIAL MOOD and EXCITEMENT
not the DREAD and CONCERNS over matters

its once in a lifetime event
so its better to handle it with more positive mindset then to sulk and fumble through the process.

at least i have some slight ideas on how i want mine to be next time LOL
:P

victory!

of sorts lol
after being RAIDED
i prepared for the next RAID
my BRAVE soldiers fought against 10X the number and no loss of materials
an achievement!

first raid of the day

second raid a few hrs later

an illusion

kinda describe myself now..

empty glass.. seemingly full

an illusion

i need to expand my brain capacity and fill it up with more useful stuff

i do not like being an "empty glass"

what should i learn next or advance in?

flowers for a gloomy day
tried origami flowers today..
did starburst and periwinkle and placed in on top of my CPU..
to brighten up my work place..
i like it bright and cheery with lots of photos..
to know that i am surrounded with people i love and care for ..
it makes the dull moment .. more bearable :)
i still have lots of tricks up my sleeves
in case you are wondering about the swans..
i made them as A PAIR not using glue to stick

and i did something DRASTIC to my hair today.
i cut a totally NEW STYLE


gosh


i still cant get used to it LOL
comments?
took me some time to do THIS to myself but then...
"never try never know"
i dun wanna look older beyond my yearS
i'm still very young at heart woh
anyway hair can be grown again LOL

Dad's ACTUAL DAY

bought a cake on the way home impromtu
i thought it'll be a nice surprise
and it was .. :)

equality

between men and women

alot of women nowadays are voicing their "concerns" over equality issues
they will on the defensive about their "academia", job prospects and responsibilites or opportunities given aint as good or equal to the men

i am just wondering.. beside these aspects, women should also ask themselves about their emotional status

alot of women will say that they are as good as the guys yet not being appreciated enough etc in the workplace or even in academia matters
BUT are they showing that "equality righteousness" when it comes to relationships?

how do YOU define what makes a good GF/BF?
how do YOU define whether he/she is THE ONE?
base on what aspects?

if you think he is worthy of your love, have you ask yourself
"how to show i am worthy of him too?
if you think he showers you with attention and care, have you ask yourself
"how to return his gestures? how to shower him too?"
if you think he can provide for you, have you ask yourself
"how can i provide for him too?"
if you think he can support you emotionally, have you ask yourself
"how can i help him when he's down?"

in olden times, a woman's worth is ... decided by how and what she can do especially household chores and child rearing
this theory can still be applied in this modern world too
a woman's worth should be decided by how and what she can do for the relationship PLUS household

shoot me down if you think i am wrong
or else defend yourself :)

nonsensical post

i miss my guy so much :(
i think even my mum and colleagues can sense it :P
i am gonna pick him up, make sure i am the first he sees when he touch down :)
i buay tahan myself :X
i cant contain my excitement
cause...

that's why we are in love :D

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dun rofl woh

my heart lit up with hope
felt so warm..
to see IT being resolved
anyway just felt happy for them..

its a "rationale VS emotions" kinda situation
just glad it wun be EITHER side anymore..

You Are a Hunter Soul

You are driven and ambitious - totally self motiviated to succeed Actively working to acheive what you want, you are skillful in many areas. You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding. You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force. An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people. You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor. People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all. You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone. Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

i think i need more of a PUSH instead

and i think ppl TEND to think i am arrogant or know it all when i just wanna be helpful

so best solution

"only reply when talked to"

mentality acquired from sch days

UPDATED 10/4/07

MPs to debate benchmarking process in civil service pay review


..He had explained that it is critical for Singapore to keep salaries of political, judicial and statutory appointment holders competitive so that the country can bring in a continuing flow of able and successful people to be ministers and judges.

Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew also reiterated that point and reminded Singaporeans to have a sense of proportion.

He pointed out that the annual wage bill of S$46 million for ministers and all office holders was just 0.022 percent of the country's total economic output of S$210 billion...

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AND if the ministers are to be "encouraged" by the increase in pay
will they be "tempted" if there's a bigger carrot hanging in front BY OTHERS?

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AND! some extra information from the Business world

"..Banking magnate Wee Cho Yaw, who is the chief of United Overseas Bank (UOB) was paid as much as $9.25 million last year.
The Straits Times today reported that the Mr Wee received much more than his counterparts at DBS Bank and OCBC Bank.
But the title of best paid chief went to retailer Mr Jopie Ong, 66, boss of Metro Holdings, who drew between $10.75 million and $11 million for the year ended March last year, said the ST...

In comparison, DBS' Mr Jackson Tai and OCBC's Mr David Conner was paid between $7.5 million and $7.75 million and $5 million and $5.25 million respectively..."

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AND! fresh!

Salaries in the Management Executive Scheme, he said, need an upward adjustment of 16% this year and as a first step, there will be a 5-8% adjustment which will be in the form of a performance-based payment of 0.75-1.25 months of salary.

Changes to the Management Support Scheme and Technical Support Scheme, which employ officers with diploma qualifications will also see a revision with a performance-based payment of 0.5 - 1 month, while those in the Home Affairs Uniformed Services, comprising the Police, Prisons, Civil Defence and Narcotics services, where wages are also lagging, adjustments amounting to 10-13% will be carried out and come in the form of a performance-based payment of 0.75 - 1.5 months.

(crosses finger and hope >.<)

dad's birthday!

dad cannot control his cravings :P

the women

xiao mei



the main dish

little gals in dad's eyes LOL



brought whole family out to mellben seafood at AMK
and dad gave two thumbs up!! hee

in the morning went qing ming with mum to pray for Great grandma then went AMK hub to shop THEN waited for the rest of the family for dinner..

all worth the travellin and the wait
oh btw dad's 49 hahahahah next yr big 50!
we always call him the "lao ah beng" cause of his preferences for colourful shirts LOL

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AND! its MY 44th MTH ANINiVERSARY with my dear
we always remember and we always wish each other ..
i dun need fancy dinners
i dun need gifts ..
i wan him to remember thats the most important thing AND!
he called in the midst of training to wish me and to msg me
i felt so love sick again ....LOL mushy yes but i like it

he's coming back next week and i'm planning some quality time with him
exaggerating maybe..
but thats the least i can do

NO donuts!

reached DONUT FACTORY around 2Pm
OMG!!
the queue was TWICE AS LONG AS THE PREVIOUS TIME I QUEUED ..
wtf.. mum and i gave up queueing and decided to place our next bet at another DONUT SHOP at VIVOCITY
so off we go..

took us half an hr to queue for the one at VIVO.. not too bad..
the selection doesnt look as appealing as the one at DONUT factory .. taste wise..
i haven tried it LOL

i saw two friends today.. saw yingzhi and elsie.. my bf's classmate hahaha its good to meet some familar faces..
elsie practically crept up to me and hugged my arm -_-" gave me a scare LOL

then brought mum to try the paper steamboat at tiong bahru since its on the way home
by reco of cecilica :)

AND!
mum bought me slippers hee.. i guess for me being such a sport to bring her out today hahahha not that i am expecting any reward from her
its just heart warming ..







AND! tml we are celebrating dad's birthday
and so

me : what do u wan to do?
dad : eat crab
-_-"

and so
AMK MELLBEN seafood next!
i'm not really a crab person but we all gave in to dad's cravings
ok lar one of the few occassions i spoil my dad
he's the man of the house mah :P

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What You Waiting For (Jacques Lu Cont Mix) - Gwen Stefani


"...Tick-tock, tick-tock
Tick-tock, tick-tock
Take a chance you stupid hoe

Like an echo pedal, you're repeating yourself
You know it all by heart
Why are you standing in one place
Born to blossom, bloom to perish
Your moment will run out
Cause of your sex chromosome
I know it's so messed up, how our society all thinks (for sure)
Life is short, you're capable (uh-huh)
Oh, ah, oh
Look at your watch now
You're still a super hot female
You got your million-dollar contract
And they're all waiting for your hot track

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for..."

restless day

I am freakin bored !! argh
msg ppl no reply at least tell me yes or no
damn i hate being put on hold
cant find ppl to accompany me..
I rather be OUT THERE doing NOTHING

WTH
i should stop whining..
its just MY MENTALITY
pardon my complaining LOL
i think i sound like a dead fish or somethin
keep brooding over the OBVIOUS
making myself seem miserable
i have nothin to prove to some
i have lots to show to some
i am trying to strenghten some links
trying to lose some links

i know.. what kind of ppl are for me .. what are not for me

i am trying to ease my "goin at a mile a sec mind" LOL
WHY? cause i get excited easily
i get enthusiastic abt alot of things easily
there's so much more of the world to explore
i haven had enough and i do not think one should stop at exploring..
not that you have to spend till your last money or something
its the mentality and the willingness to put in the extra effort that matters..
never stop learnin or stop exploring.. friends, food, places or discovering things that happens around you thus my love for social affairs and DISCOVERY channels or just upgrading your relationship or kinship
reaffirming what you have ..
i dun wanan let myself believe "love will stale with time"
it has its downs but never let it be a stagnant plateau at the bottom cause i believe
once it hits the bottom plateau it aint the same anymore

alright alright
enough of defending myself :P
i shall be content with my book then..
tml shall go out queue donuts with mum again LOL
luckily there's mum :) who's just a foodie like me ... and always ready to accompany me to explore shopping places or eating places cause like me
her thinking.."never try never know" hahahahah

You Are An ESTJ

The Guardian You're a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker. Goals are important in your life, and you take many steps to acheive them. You enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities. Your high energy level means you are great at getting things done! You would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective.

What's Your Personality Type?

the problem now is..
i am still finding my goals in life..

but first off the list..
i have to do it BACKWARDS.. find my goal .. and the steps to ACHIEVE IT..
what i wanna be ..
how do i get there..
what do i have to do

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

LOL
some are really true OMG
a dreamer maybe :P

we will rock u!!

My scenery
soothes a tired mind

what would YOU do if its the last day of your life?
how would YOU want to live it out?

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for me.. i think i will write a gratitude list and thank all in the list..
sounds ideal but thats what i think i will do..

thank all who have helped me
have loved me
have made a difference in my life

and next on my DO-LIST
gym class!
i wanna tone till i have abs argh.. i miss my abs
duncha look down on me

Your Brain is Orange

Of all the brain types, yours is the quickest. You are usually thinking a mile a minute, and you could be thinking about anything at all. Your thoughts are often scattered and random - but they're also a lot of fun! You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about esoteric subjects, the meaning of life, and pop culture.

What Color Is Your Brain?

whahahahha how true is that i spent alot of time thinking random stuff.. that's why i said i have an over-active mind LOL

and those who know will know.. my words came out faster than it can be processed ..oops

Your Personality is Somewhat Common (ESFJ)

Your personality type is generous, accepting, humble, and considerate. About 11% of all people have your personality, including 15% of all women and 7% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Judging.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

TCCing

i know last time i had some unpleasant things to say about jun ..
it's part and parcel of our friendship
i care that's why i bothered to say ..
i will not let a friend sink ..

and today .. i knew she had been feelin depressed
brought her out for coffee
her VIRGIN time given to me woh...
at TCC that is LOL
glad that at the end of the day
she can smile and joke again
then brought her to MPH to browse through some books
books quiet and tame my over-active mind :)

she said i look "wa wa" .. ehm.. wrong image i wanna portray LOL
i dun wanna look "wa wa" i wanna look "modern" oops

somethin i read

from the book "what should i do with my life"

"the stereotype is that domineering parents push their kids to succeed, killing their children's love for whatever they are studying.But the opposite was far more common-young people who are given too much leeway by parents afraid of being overbearing, when the children need help in identifying what was important to them.. "

i believe i belong to the latter group..
my parents dont control me much over career or studies issues..
BUT they dun give me any heading too ..

thats not constructive aint it..
when i am lost for a heading..
i would like some CONSTRUCTIVE comments .. not something like "up to you"
argh i hate that.. what's the point of asking then?

i know i will not want to stay in a simple office job YET i am not daring enough to venture.. contradicting.. yes i know .. BUT thats when i need more assurance, someone to lead me on and to guide me .. or else at least to show me what really matters in life.. on my grounds

i need to do a MIND MAP ..

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on another note.. i do not know whether your words are being sarcastic again or not..
but i meant it when i said "it does"

left VS right

You Are 75% Left Brained, 25% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

my house... :)

http://www.drawahouse.com/TakeTheTest/

my house

LOL i think its too "architectural" already no flowers and plants cause i like the ZEN look
Minimalistic look = less maintenance
i like the look of "emptyness" :)

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. son.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

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sigh
i am not romantic ah..
hmm thinking of it.. i think i am .. sometimes .. LOL oops i need excitement to keep my life goin..

and i am counting down for my dear to be back!
two more weeks!
and i wun be here typing already.. hee
wishin to be his arms again.. :P

gosh.. i sound love sick hahahahah

and like i said

"Never try, never know" bleh
singlish as it is
u get it can already lol

i am... lost for words

J Status Roll Video ft. Rihanna & Shontelle

just got myself into reggae mood!
i LOVE THEIR HIP SWAYIN!