dear will be bookin out today BUT bookin in tml night again .. due to NDP
well well .. i'll have some personal time.. so SUN most prob stay home do body maintenance and DE-clutter more of my stuff..

read from a magazine ..
to de-clutter your life.. must first de-clutter your desk ..
cause the desk is the place u'll face most of the time..
when your environment is neater
u'll feel more organised..

so...

just cleared my table and drawers.. threw out one big trash bag..
feel so good.. accomplished hahahah
and this is how my table look like now ..

still kinda cramp.. maybe will make a proper earrin stand and get a bigger jewellery box to hold all my blings blings ~


with my marine tank .. still kinda bare.. haven been takin much care.. hmm.. maybe do maintenance on my tank too heh

anyone wanna see fish with me?

lamenting over these. .
now on sale ! heh

which is nicer?



baby doll corset



babydoll cami



bra top cami

hmm....

there's no pt lookin back and reminiscing..
lets all look forward

and so i will..

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think i am too bothered abt wat ppl think around me
esp if its somethin NOT ME
or NOT WAT i do

guess tats part and parcel of life

ppl
there are various types ..
cant expect everyone to be the same

thats wat makes life interestin..

and i should be comfortable in my own skin .. right ?

I am .. just me ..

new blogskin .. not updated completly yet .. navigation at the top
tagboard on other page too
comments?

cannot add youtube vids already ..
until i find another skin i like ...

cant seem to get the comment thingy to work ..
so any words pls say in tagboard.. until i find a way .. again..

and i'm not a smoker..
i just like the pic ..

My Maple SYrup earrings came !!
with my necklaces heh

earrings for xiao mei
necklaces for HIM and Me


cute aint it ?
i like the crown earrings~




its FOREVER MY LOVE ONE ..

aww.. i tink i feel so sugary now ~

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and my ASOS spree loot got lost in mail ..
argh ..

had been sittin in front of the com for some time.. surfin...thinkin..

i think i'm sufferin from a "quarter life" crisis now.. aimless.. no proper direction in life ..
i'm like driftin on the wide endless ocean with nothin to anchor me ..

life gets borin too easily for me.. too mundane ..
too ordinary ..
its like a rountine.. and i dun like it ..
i dun like keepin to "fixed timetable"
there's no "life" in life..
its like a movie being replayed over and over again ..
u know wat's the beginnin .. the process and the endin of the events..

i feel at a loss sometimes..
should i do this ?
should i do that?
should i follow suit?

why am i workin for ?
wat am i workin for ?
wat kind of future do i want ?

do i wanna study ?
do i wanna stay or switch jobs ?

am i savin enough ?
am i spendin too much ?

WAT am i savin for ?
studies ?
my own future ?
wat kind of future do i want?

sometimes i think too much for my own good..
plan outside my means..
hopefully i can see all my financial plans mature and grow..
and be a rich retiree LOL
for now ..
have to spend less..
diverted my finances to another avenue today .. so less spendin money already ..
it will be tough..

maybe i should stick to the policy of hard work now enjoy later like dear's dad..
livin off his investments..
oh yea~

but for now ..thinkin wat i should do with my life ..

until i can find a PROPER AND REALISTIC AIM for the immediate future

fuah .. makes my head big ..

Like what u said
the more u listen the more addictive it gets
spinnin in my head nowadays too
so now.. presenting

TAINTED LOVE- MARILYN MANSON (oh yea~)
(not for the faint hearted)


http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/marilynmanson/taintedlove.html

so far only like selected songs of his
highly reco
album: "Smells Like Children" - Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This)
album: "Antichrist Superstar" - The Beautiful People
album: "Mechanical Animals" - I Don't Like The Drugs (But The Drugs Like Me)

hmm
i know MM is antichrist and has alot of watever negative traits or bad publicity ..
BUT his music is all it matters to me
i'm not really bothered with his personal side
BUT sometimes the lyrics does make abit of sense..

and i seldom watch his MVs... i dun have the guts to watch it ..
this tainted love is the MILDEST i've seen
my bro introduced me to MM yrs ago ... i also dun have the guts to watch his concert..
hahahahha

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and i am eagerly awaiting the arrival of my Maple spree stuff thru mail heh
BUT ASOS got lost in transit .. wth.. so have to wait ..
and i got this for dear dear LOL

interestin aint it ?
and this for myself

wahahahha for the rocker in me

dear booked out on sun mornin
so went to city hall to wait for him
at 930am!
dragged my sleepy ass out of bed, prepared and took the mrt there..
heh was earlier than him
walked over to MS for breakfast ..
hmm i liked the foodcourt at MS.. lots of varietites.. spacious seatin and NICE VIEW..must go .. it overlooked the DXO and Explanade..

had venezia ice-cream for desserts wahahhaha in the mornin and we went back home

afternoon went out with dear and his sis ..
went beach road to dropped off his clothes for sewin ..
then we proceeded to have lunch
oh!
a new place ..
its at SUNSHINE PLAZA...a noodle stall hidden there ..
the WAN TAN MEE really good ..
there's a lot of sauce and the noodles real springy ..
and the fried wan tan is crisp to the touch ..
just one bite and u know ..

hmm anyway .. after tat we went ROCHOR beancurb!
ooh .. my second time eatin tat ..
its real soft and smooth ...have this "melt in your mouth" texture..

picked dear's mum and went shoppin for awhile ..
there's ALOT of ppl in town today .. feelin cramped ..

dinner was at SAKAE SUSHI .. teppanyaki style!
second time over there ..
hmm .. its alright ..
but then i feel its not worth the hype and the price..

i need to diet durin the weekdays again .. -_-"
but its all worth it ~







and lastly .. teppanyaki at sakae with dear's family ~

rewound to sat ..

i felt domesticated LOL
went shoppin with mum .. for wok!
ours has been in use for more than a yr.. mum was worried abt the inner side being "scrapped" and worried if there's any chemical residues or watsoever.. so we decided to buy a new one to stop her from worryin
with 10yrs warranty ..heh

and we bought lots of containers for food storage.. mum always believe in "renewIng" stuff when its deem old or "dangerous"
she said its better not to take the risk .. in case anythin happens ..

and i fell in love with the new design of Corning ware.. or porcelein ware ..
the new designs were of flowers... tulips .. forget me nots.. beautiful.
heh
was hintin mum and she said she will get me a set if i get my own house.. LOL
its durable and for asthetic reasons..

it was heavy and tedious luggin the wok back home by mrt .. argh
so crowded..
but anyway we reached home worn but satisfied LOL

oh before shoppin brought mum to paragon ..
decided to try THAI EXPRESS
i tried the laksa and mum tried the "satay mee hoon"
the gravy's real savoury and thick and SPICY
mum loves it heh

and i ordered the "red ruby" its real pretty with coconut icecream woh


the "laksa"


mummy


red ruby

went back home helped mum prepare dinner and at night it was mahjong session LOL
well had too much to drink
feeling abit light headed LOL but still manage to minimize my loss to 20cents heh

the world is not fair
the society is not fair
your company's not fair
relationship's not fair

BUT U can overcome all this
if U stand firm
BELIEVE in yourself
sometimes its NOT YOUR fault tat things DUN turn out the way u wan

its a obstacle
to test your endurance
to test your patience
to test your adaptibility
and obstacles are meant to be overcome

watever u do
i will be there for u

**********************
to my dearest JUN
for u

BAD DAY

its the great CREATIVE SALE AGAIN
heh

i wanna get this
its only 49 bucks !!

read this in FP

What Do You Think Of People Who.....
TyPe TIs Way?

lols.. CuTe Mehs? I dun tiNk so worss.. TiS ishh nort gOod enUff ah.. Let miii pAsTe MoRe ProFeSsional ones FeR euuu...

"awwss ...

miiisss uu gurrrlss hell lotsss.
suurre waiit till uu turn 18 and
we will go0o chilled ooout kies...

tooo bad didnt get t0o see uuu.
hmm.. h0pefully we'll alll catch uup
so0on yeA !! and.. uuu haf yet t0o
intr0duce uuur ahem t0o miii yets. hahas"

LOLS.

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responses are :

"they think it's cute, and people who think the same way think it's cute.

but i think it's horrible and these people just can't write, speak or pronounce english words the proper way. so they disguise their errors as acting cute. "

"just simply trying to act cute and it's kinda childish..
cant be bothered to read too "

hahahhahaha
and my response?

"IRRITATING"

but then so happen the blogs i'm readin are usin this "format" of writin
no choice.. scrutinize my eyes to read

now readin on some "shotgun" couples
hmm see how far they will go
i sound mean but yar.. tats life

they never think abt consequences.. and they are only freakin 19 or 20
need parents to take care of them, provide for them
they are not even workin! how to support the kid ..

i am just concern for their babies not the parents.. hopefully the kid will turn out alright ..

msn me if u wan the add of the blogs i am readin .. dun wanna paste the links here

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my guys sometimes will say why i cant sound "cuter" to him or "sa jia" to him
simple reason
i dun feel the need to do it to get wat i want
and its not in my character..
sometimes when i'm in the mood i will but NOT ALWAYS
fuah.. its so childish to me..

if i am the guy i will feel abit irritated..
u can do it when u are 16
not when u are 24

hahahahhahaha

not sayin anyone

to each his own ..

my views

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another post i read in FP forum

"i got really pissed wif them coz i wanted to buy new computer.. mine is old like hell and cant install any new things.. i told them i will use my money to pay... and they tell me wait for singapore expo sale to come.. but the person told me no sale this yr so i say i want buy soon.. then my mom say shit lor.. don let me buy... i mean i use my own money also cannot buy ah.. damn they lor..i think my parents are the lousiest parents.. always nag... don cook also nag... cant stay out late.. come home late will nag.. wish to get out of this hse soon and don stay wif them...
they make my life miserable.. hate them to max.. shd i just kill them? or shd i quarrel until they cannot take it then let me buy.. i am feeling sad...
feeling sad... "

sigh
such harsh words..
HATE .. KILL...

dun she have any feelins for the parents
over a COM only ..
sigh ..

my dad is the super naggy one but he has my interest at heart
mum is the authoritian .. with rules but now more flexible...
maybe my parents are still young both still below 50..
my mum is tryin to catch up with all her daughters... know wat's goin on in our lives etc.. she will always ask how's our day or tell us her day ..

parental love is a very GREAT thing..

pls do consider if u gonna use such harsh words on your parents..

everyone will get mad at their parents at some pt of time..
BUT dun ever let it bulldozed to such "HATRED"

IT MAKES ME SICK

-Schoolgirl is beaten up by gang of young teens

-Clip of attack makes its way
to handphones

website : http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/news/story/0,...,108358,00.html
videolink: http://www.zshare.net/video/catfight-avi.html
Video Link @ (copy & paste the below link in your browser)

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dunno wat the hell the gals are thinkin of ..

dunno wat they are tryin to prove ..

piss me off

they are still so young .. and they think such act is "acceptable" even funny ...

sayin things like "kan dao le" (can see already) when someone pulled down the victim's tube exposin her breasts..

hope justice is seen to

now feelin repulsed by actions of the gals..

AND

the mum decided not to lodge a police report !!

pissed me off further

the mum says:

http://i59.photobucket.com/albums/g301/peasantjudge/thatsmydaughter1.jpg

http://i59.photobucket.com/albums/g301/peasantjudge/thatsmydaughter2.jpg

the little gal speaks: http://i59.photobucket.com/albums/g301/peasantjudge/teenvictimspeaks.jpg

How it started: http://i59.photobucket.com/albums/g301/peasantjudge/howitbegan.jpg
..........

he hinted i need to slim down ..

Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat Feelin fat

our fyp was published in our sch's mag
we are just two very lucky ppl
cause the project wasnt goin too well but nonetheless
we tried our best

http://www.np.edu.sg/corpcomm/publications/dwnload/npnews_issue130.pdf
pg 8

must give ourselves a pat on the back bah ..
but i am apologetic to those who continued our project cause its not conclusive and the tabulating of results werent clear..
we had to come up with own protocols ..
hope those after us can do a better job !

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on another note
the rainy weather makin me sleepy crank lethargic hungry ..
and emi's post abt cheesecake cafe makin me crave for it ~

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on another note.. with some time on my hand ..

You Are a Coy Flirt!

You're not so much a flirt as the type of girl who draws flirts in While you look like you're just relaxing, secretly you've got your game on A little look here, a little wink there... you give men the encouragement they crave And in return, they flirt up a storm with you - while you just sit and smile

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

You are a Romantic Realist

Okay, so you fall in the middle. You know that love isn't like a greeting card... Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings. You are the best of both worlds Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious. Almost any guy can find balance with you.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic?

feelin lost ..

have this feelin tat one of my most precious possession.. is slowly slippin away from my fingers..
like sand ..in your palm..

am i not gripin hard enough?
am i takin them for granted?
am i absent too frequent and for too long tat now i'm bein overlooked?
am i NOT bein someone whom u can talk to?
am i NOT initiative enough?
i am tryin to keep track of all your lives.. so i know i am not lost..
but it seems i'm still clueless abt alot of things
am i being too sensitive?
am i being too selfish?
am i being too demandin?
i brought this upon myself .......

now i will mend it

YOUR promise to me
pls keep it

my family went dinner with grandpa and aunt's family at one of the coffeeshop for "zhi cha"
they ordered pepper crab woh .. but to me it wasnt "pepperish" enough... i had better ones.. but thats another story
but nonetheless the other dishes were alright..
interestin combi of ingredients..
oh there's steam fish .. hmm 2 vege dishes, 2 meat dishes and some misc i cant remember ..
had fun talkin with my aunt's family
grandpa was keepin quiet most of the time but can see he's feelin glad abt this family dinner..
suppose to have 2 tables but some cannot make it so it became A table instead..
dear came along with me for dinner and aunt was teasin him abt bein in the company of 4 ladies LOL
my dad excluded cause most of the time he kept quiet..
aunt was sayin we always talked abt feminine topics ( which i do not understand wat she meant)and asked him if he felt left out?
mum just joked and answered for him
" his luck to get a gf who's in an all gals' family"
LOL
dear just laughed it off..

mum then teased back and said "wait till your sons bring their gfs back then u know wats the feelin like "
LOL

glad mum is open abt it
she will always say have bf must bring back home.. even guy friends deemed bf material cause she wans to know wats our choices like and will give us suggestions .. and advices
NOT DETERMININ bf for us BUT just worried the guys are not good enough etc etc LOL
mum's bein practical i tink
glad she can accept it .. well well ..
i brought my first bf home when i was 20 .. LOL so mum was alright with it ..

i brought back dear dear to introduce mum to him even before we got together ..
as a friend for mum to know ..
then subsequently when we got together i intro dear dear as my bf.. mum wun be too shocked abt it hahah cause by then she would have gotten the idea..
i dun like to hide my bf ..
its somethin to be proud of ..
and its a morale boost for him .. to know he's bein acknowledged by my family ..
it took some time before my family ACCEPTED him though.. hahah maybe i got together quite fast after my breakup with my ex.. family was sceptical ..worried tat he's a stand in ..
which i never once regard him as..
they are INCOMPARABLE..
they are two totally different individuals with vastly different characters..

but anyway ..
after dinner aunt's family brought grandpa back home and we went back for a little drinkin session
hee
ABSOLUT APEACH + 7-11
its fabulous..
to me that is hahahah


and dear dear had to book in again at night ..
enjoyed his company ..

me back !

well well been doin alot of eatin again -_-"

fri met sharon at MS heh

we ordered a bento each .. i had beef sukiyaki set and she had .. ehm..forgot the name (oops)
oh .. MUST never forget abt the ice cream desserts.. the green tea icecream plus red bean paste plus dumplings are real good ! its not too sweet and the taste is strong... not those diluted stuff u find at most places..

pics galore ~


sharon~


my beef set


mine!!




sharon~

oh and we bought a shirt each ^^ same design..



we talked and shopped around MS .. then took the mrt back ..
talked abt careers directions.. future plans etc.. furtherin studies ..
hmmm.. soundin too serious already ..
but anyway had a good time with her..

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fast forward to sat ..

went for Father's day celebration with dear and his family
went swissotel MERCHANT COURT somewhere at clarke quay i tink

had buffet at ELLENBOROUGH MARKET CAFE

its international plus peranakan spread
heh
somethin diff from the usual..
there's western, peranakan, chinese and LOTS OF DESSERTS

and here are some samplings of wat they have ..
OH !
they have bamboo shoot clams!
first time i seen such things
and the durian puree is REALLY GOOD !! and the laksa too ..
there's various types of salads for appetisers.. i think around 5-6 types
meat dishes comprises of asam fish, redang, there's lamb balls and various i cant rememeber the names




can u see the bamboo shoot clams? hahahah it looks weird at first but taste good nevertheless..

oh and there's seafood salad and fresh salmon~!

now for desserts ..




the durian puree!!
oh yea~ i love durians.. solid stuff


and "ah balling" LOL

feelin really bloated but satisfied heh
and the places FULLY OCCUPPIED..
real crowd pleaser heh

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later will be havin dinner with grandpa hee
should be good
and lookin forward to it

feelin lethargic ..
feelin lonely...
feelin melancholy ..

just feelin blue..

although there are ppl around me..

is it just me?
something's wrong with my mind .. ?
feelin under the weather
it has been overcast with grey clouds most of the day ..
watever..

lookin forward to tonight's dinner with Sharon
heh at MS .. at TAT JAP restaurant
AZABUSABO
with lots of desserts ~
http://www.azabusabo.com.sg/menu.htm
check it out !

we will have a good time there

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and there's 2 eat out sessions again this weekend heh
sat goin over to have lunch with dear's family
and sun will be havin dinner with grandpa!

maybe should consider findin someone who's a restauranteur wahahahhaha
i'm exaggerating

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i should do somethin abt my ballooning figure.. haiz
no motivation
no one to motivate me
heck
i wonder if he even knows the difference

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mornin was spent readin some blogs
and i am shocked ..
this cliche of gals
they thinkin nothin of shotgun mariages and havin babies at 20
and most of them dun have a proper cert

how to support the kids.. when they cant even support themselves
"love is all matters" to them

BUT
love cant put bread on the table ....

today dear book out again ..
dear wanted to eat jap ..so..

fiesta sushi pics~

with a bf that loves food
how to NOT put on weight ..

not tat i am complainin heh
cause i love eatin ..
so yea~

oh btw its value for money
the set is like 12 bucks?
and the varieties are very interesting..

got hooked on YOUTUBE ..
been listenin to alot of songs..
been thinking ..
tryin to decipher the hidden meanings ..

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IT song for now ..
(to me tat is )




http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/nickelback/faraway.html

....Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait..

****************
will U sing this for me ?

Patrick Nuo-Beautiful

http://www.onlylyrics.com/song.php?id=28486

the red-eyed monster. Sleepy her.

one of the fav band got booted out ..
hai hai
bias? tampered results
watever
haiz

JUZ B

refer to my post on 11/6

there's a new article on sch bullies in CNY

95 percent of primary, secondary students experienced bullying in schools

Extracts:
SINGAPORE: 95 percent of students in primary and secondary schools have experienced bullying in their schools....

Majority were victims of verbal bullying such as teasing and name calling

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and i am one such victim
not physical but verbal ..
luckily not too much and sparse

ppl say things such as "tomboy, fat, lesbian" to me
HA
watever
i dun really care
those who say such things to hurt another are deem losers in my eyes
and i shant restort to bein one myself

dear dear night's out yesterday !
heh he waited for me at JP and we went to catch a movie .. hmm
BENCHWARMERS
not on the "top of the charts" but its funny nonetheless..

abt guys who often got bullied and who proved the bullies wrong
with BASEBALL!
hilarious.. well.. not in a arty sense .. just plain crappy actions
but its the company tat matters
hahah -_-"
the cinema was only 1/3 full ... so can guess the response ..

after the show dear sent me back home .. napped awhile before takin cab back to camp..

my dear .. took the time and trouble to accompany me even though he's so tired from the range shootin
glad for tat..

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and i am TRYIN VERY VERY HARD NOT TO GET TEMPTED BY THE ONLINE SPREES..
MY EYES CANT SEEM TO LEAVE THE WEBSITE ..
hai hai
i MUST NOT ACTIVATE IBANKIN if not tats it..
DELIAS VS THreaDLESS tees sprees so temptin ... argh ..

the lure and danger of online shoppin LOL
i better occupy myself with some other stuff...

another contestant who is great too ~!

Jonathan Leung

matchbox twenty
if u're gone

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

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THREE DOORS DOWN_ here w/o u



one of the idol contestant sang this song ....
man ..
the diff facade of rock music...
who says it needs to be loud or noisy ...

the contestant
PAUL TWOHILL
vote for him !

celebrated father's day with family on sun ..
had to forgo goin to jeff's bd
kinda feelin bad .. but next week goin to celebrate father's day with grandpa.. so .. had to sacrifice..

oh went to the west mall tian le li again ..
the food std dropped ...maybe too crowded chefs' in a hurry or diff chefs .. i dunno .. but it was not as good as the previous time i brought mum there

oh and total count of plates ..

we ate 19 plates..













cant take all 19 plates cause its bein served simultaneously ... so family cant wait for all dishes to served and we had to eat already .. lack of table space too ..

but its been enjoyable ..

and at night we opened my Apeach VOdka ..
and this mornin i am sufferin from hangover already

if i cant talk coherently or function well .. pls pardon me

i just remembered some articles i read recently
about the use of proper english by students nowadays ..

its found in the InYOUTH by youth for youth section in straits times

alot of students (surprisin) find its NOT COOL to speak proper english
instead they add lots of slang or dialect etc to "spice things up"
which IMHO is rather ugly
i wonder why
i always admire people who can hold a decent conversation in english ..
eloquent people to me attract me more than those who tried to "wayang" their way around with their various slangs or dialect peppered sentences..

i am not trying to be proud or implying that those who cant speak proper english are deemed second class watsoever ..
its the mentality ...
i hope people dun DELIBERATELY try to speak english in such "colourful" way ..
destroys the beauty of the language..

my english is not perfect
i cant grasp my grammer completely
i cant comprehend alot of vocabulary words
BUT i try to improve.. improvise...implement..

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another trend brought to attention in the papers

the rise of school bullies ..

not just in neighbourhood schools..
its so prevalent nowadays ..
almost any school's bound to have it ..
its only how "well-known" or atrocious the extent of bullying is

i dun rememeber seeing or hearing bullyin cases when i was in sec sch ..
i wonder what entice the bullies to do what they did ..

jealously?
envious?
ego boast?

or just "i cant stand the sight of you"

whatever the reason..
to me
the bullies themselves are just sore losers
they cant accept that there's other people who excel more than them..
maybe in more ways than one ...
they couldnt accept that fact...so they took matters into their own hands..
making the "victims" fear them etc or make them more "humble" with their "achievements"

maybe there are other reasons..

for now ..
what the authorities can do is to educate the students..

TRIBUTE TO DAD

18th june is FATHER' s DAy ...
my family decided to celebrate early .. which is today ..
in order to avoid the crowd on the actual day ..

For my dad

although u are "super naggy"( yes more than my mum )
and old-fashioned minded..

U provide for us
U care for us ( ehm in his own ways)
U are the Mr Mum when Mum's not around
and to nag us home when we are out late...( with his numerous calls)

my dad's a simple man
with simple pleasures in life
knows how to care for his kids
although we might argue
although we might do things to spite him
or talk back
but in our heart
i know u care
and we care for u
cause we are his previous daughters

I wanna thank u ..

i know u have been hintin me for a wallet ..

and so i got this

pierre cardin

mine last me from sec 2 till last yr (lazy to count the yrs)
its a good brand
and budget
hahah
hope he finds it useful

ROTARACT GATHERIN

let me recall

let me start from fri ..

went back NP for my previous club's induction ceremony ..
which was basically a "swearin in" of the new com
heh
its been a yr since i went back to my own poly
and gosh!!
it changed alot
the field's unrecognisable
there's al fresco sittin area just behind the bus stop and a street soccer court and even waterfeature runnin beside the bus stop ..

darn
why the good things happen after i left
hahaha

but anyway too long never go back sch was abit lost hahah
cant find LT 76
when we reached there
was glad to find george and garfield from previus com
oh i was there with my dear and sharon ..
and sharon dear u are not plump watsoever
u are TALL thats why u weigh heavier
oh my gal fren is 172 ^^
even with my heels still fall short alot hahaha

the rest of the time was spent catchin up with the ex members
we were such a close knit grp last time.. due to some internal probs tat made the com in such a mess
but anyway it was nice talkin to them ..
chen jun.. the naval officer
geroge in semb airbase
wei kang havin attachment
sharon new job
garfield combat medic
tze tzen gonna ORD
and xiao ying the ever hardworkin secretary of my time and ever helpful and committed to the club
and alot more others ..

after tat Mrs CHew our advisor and the old and new com went out for dinner at the prata place in front of beauty world
heh
22 of us !!
its been a long time since i went out in such a big grp
feels good
only troublesome part was to find the seatin
but we spilt into two tables so still able to accomodate all of us
we had the Family Package plus prata each ~ hahahah
heavy supper

then we talk and talk till almost midnight
spent most of the time chattin with Mrs chew .. abt her china trips and skincare
hahahah
she was sayin"your complexion still maintain nicely.. only fault there's too many moles.."

argh .. my weak pt
i really DO have ALOT of moles
esp around the eye and mouth ..
read somewhere those represent "crybaby" and "foodie"
LOL

but anyway ..
the ex com promise to keep in contact often ..
and so i shall wait for the next outin....

for all the singles out there~

**************************

and thanks to lionel for introducin me to this band heh

damn freakin heavy rain ..

it was alright when i was at home

then it was NOT ALRIGHT when we stepped out of the block ..

i sheltered sis to bus stop ..

and when i reached the sch

it was back to drizzlin

freakin rain
rain heavily when i am outside only issit

darn

and i am freakin cold

jeans half soaked thru
jacket half soaked thru
shoes TOTALLY soaked thru ..

hai

i need a cuppa and a hug to warm myself

i am hooked on spreeing .... someone stop me >.<

just joined and confirmed Maplesyrup, ASOS and VS spree..

now all i have to do is wait ... and wait ..

Hold up... hold on... don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile... Shine on... Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.

Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up... Come on... why you scared
You'll never change what been and gone

***************************************
for zhiwang.. jia you woh ~
hope u get wat u are longin for

wat i did with paper bought ..

nights out with jun and my dear ~

at siam kitchen

dear on course at PL camp
he got night's out so he came over to meet me and jun hee

hopefully jun dear feelin better
and like the stuff i gave u






with dear's food


with red ruby! its good
but too much coconut milk though
and nothin else

and last pic of the day ..

myself! LOL
well its my blog
so put my pic
hahahhaha